Before And Beyond — Thought
Multidimensionality, Discernment and Transparency
On Wednesday morning I attended the assembly to farewell and celebrate the year 12 student’s milestone achievement of completing school. Hyped and happy is simply what their collective energy exuded.
Not being a regular work day and with formalities had, I was home late morning; just in time to escape the horizontal rain and thrashing wind. Clearly, I had prematurely cleaned out the fire on the weekend, optimistic that the wintry start to Spring had fled. Alas, the fire was re lit and I retreated for a meditative pause.
As happens, I dozed off for a while before coming back into awareness, encompassed by a humming and palpable bliss. I knew I was with John and the team. Noticeable was my lightness of body; pleasure sensations were pulsating from my abdominal area down through my legs. I could feel the energy shooting out through the arches of my feet; it was almost ticklish.
I wanted to dwell in the reverberating glow of lucidity except I was poked to pick up my notebook:
Confirmations bring clarity and transparency — to stand grounded in your human form, as a sovereign soul. This is the authentic self.
The guiding source is not thought — it is the culmination of soul’s experiences and exists within — the physical, spiritual and emotional self. The past is present because it is born in you.
Discernment is bringing thought to translate the vibrations. Notice where the energy radiates its messages in your physical body.
Telepathic guidance directs you to intuitively access the wisdom that is already in you.
What is emotionally transformed; healed in the human aspect — vibrationally crosses timelines and is carried in the physical body of yours, and our next incarnations, and so on. We are altering and shifting patterns; for all of us.
This is expansion — all at once.
Another ancestral healing; connecting the sacral to the heart, came John’s confirming drop-in. I smiled, the concluding all at once, is contextually pertinent to my mother, and in that recognition came this poking joke from John: getting her bit in, as per her want — so below, as above, I felt his laughter.
It is common for ancestors to confirm their energy through identifiable personality traits from their human incarnation. Mediumship 101, I laughed, before remembering that John and I were communicating telepathically before he died; when MND shut his voice down.
The ancestors — what else might I feel into, with regard to what I need to know?
On the cusp of retirement, I am being encouraged to lean into the human discomfort. Thoughts of the mind, when presenting as fear of the unknown, can dilute the energies that manifest possibilities and opportunities. The unknown is safe, came soul’s guidance.
Devoid of attachment to outcomes, discernment can bring an intimacy of connection amongst the multidimensional aspects of self – soul. It is as experiential as this universal field of multiple realities.
It is by soul design that I am drawn to meditation. Clarity, transparency, flow, healing — pop onto the page. John has a blue energy; the colour of the throat chakra. In the months after his death, I would often see a blue orb, outside, in and around the flowering gum. He also has a predominantly blue aura; I unwittingly captured it in a photo.
John’s loss of speech and the subsequent collapse of my thyroid during his illness, coupled with the on-going collaboration across realms — has a purpose that I haven’t fully realised — yet, other than knowing this is all connected; this layered unveiling. This shared voice.
As outlined in the previous post, we both adopted a warrior-esque identity in defence of other in our professional work, and were silenced by the system, institution — self. The power of intention drives what we manifest in our creation of being — our human experiences.
I prioritise punctuating my day with meditation because it is how I met my expansive soul, the ancestor, and angelic consciousness energy that found me in the depths of grief. It is how I transmuted pain into wisdom; a collaborative exchange of energy that infiltrates the collective. Meditation is a routine practice in awareness — bringing presence into the present; granting access to the intuitive wisdom of the soul group’s collective human experiences.
There needs to be a harmonic flow in meditation for the body to receive messages — everything is energy. Such flow is initiated through intention that resonates with the heart space.
The state of our emotional body is fundamental re shifting ancestral patterns for future incarnations. What we take with us when we retreat from a human life contributes to the aspirations of the soul group. Our souls pool their experiences in designing new lives. When we collaborate between lives, we negotiate what roles we agree to play with respect to our soul purpose.
I am yet to fully assimilate aspects of my past life reveals into the present, because I have been mindful not to give them further thought than what unfolded in the immediacy of the recall. There is a nudge to go back into those memories.
Just as there are calls to ground myself in nature. Our human form is an aspect of the Earth’s multidimensionality; her creative consciousness. She too, will guide us when we feel into her sentience; her vast source of wisdom.
Our imagination is a valid reality — the inner child — the superpower that connects us to the etheric realms. Gratitude is the glue.
Our soul is always home; this one human fragment of self is just like being in another room. Whatever filters are in place are part of the design for the human self to discover and explore; it is the intent driving the curiosity, wonder and imagination, that manifests possibilities.
In the ensuing couple of days, late morning meditations revealed additional layers of information. Some came as knowings, others were telepathic drop-ins — about the nature of the soul group collaboration and the between lives energy work. Further clarity about how our souls function for the collective expansion.
The soul exists in a constant current of unconditional love. Soul observation and subsequent guidance draws on the collective wisdom to assist the emotional evolution in the human experience.
It is through bearing witness to full emotional expression — the cycle of acceptance and release — that opens portals to the multidimensional nature of consciousness. The body being first responder in our human form. A soul’s blueprint is of its own creation, including entry/birth and exit/death points.
We are connected to a plethora of wisdom keepers; including self.
My story is just one wee example of a thread in our cosmic web of Oneness. We don’t need to understand quantum mechanics to access these portals of being. It is with an open heart and trusting mind that the universal field reveals what you are ready to energetically receive — from within.
People sometimes liken it to living in two worlds — I tend to understand it as an infinite plane of existence, where anything is possible, in matters of the soul.
I let the mystery be, until the mystery wants to find me. The door remains open.
And as per John’s want, there comes a confirming swing of the blind at the completion of this post. So, with a full heart, I sign off on this we(e) post. Wednesday I am off to beautiful New Zealand for a wee week — see you on the other side. Take care, and thank you for being here.
With love and gratitude, my learning continues.
John and team, thank you for the guidance. I love you.
And so it is.
(From our playlist — the fabulous Iris DeMent)



Dear Simone, I feel so deeply moved by your reflections on John, that blue aura and the throat chakra. The connection between his loss of speech and your thyroid collapse is profound, and something I relate to intimately ... I’ve lived with thyroid challenges for many years, and have come to understand how deeply they’re tied to my own voice, expression and the weight I carry.
Your communion with John and the Team across realms is so beautifully held in your writing, and your ability to listen, receive and translate those multidimensional guidance is a gift to all of us. I especially felt the resonance in your words about retirement and the discomfort of the unknown ... those inner voices that rise up when we’re on the cusp of transformation.
I look forward to hearing more as you allow yourself to dive into those memories.
If you haven’t already come across this one, I can highly recommend "The Inner Work of Age: Shifting from Role to Soul" by Connie Zweig. It’s a gentle, wise companion for this threshold time, and I think it would speak beautifully to your journey. I've read it a couple times now in preparation for my own retirement (December 2026) and will no doubt dip in again.
Thank you so much for sharing a little more of your story, your practice and your presence. May your wee week in New Zealand be nourishing, and may life's mystery continue to find you with grace. With love and deep gratitude for your voice in the field.
Thank you for placing a candle in your windowsill so that all may see the light. 🙏💖🕯️
Simone! Have a lovely trip! Thanks for the one you just took me on! “I let the mystery be, until the mystery wants to find me. The door remains open.” Indeed! The physical doors to the other side. The heart space. The expansion. Soul. Swingling blinds. Opening eyes! Blessings and thank you Team John 🙏🧡